Toyjunk-The Dolphin

Got this message from Shari. I love her for this.I share her letter. I share her love.

its been too long. after reading your blogs… i got to
thinking (which isn’t bad thing I guess): maybe I
should start posting life’s cruelties to me as well then
ask peope not to pity me….. you know how stubborn
people are… they do the exact opposite of what you
ask them to do… but then again… with friends…. they
do exactly what they want to do…
so i’ll do what I want to do the moment I got to read
your blogs| but remember,: I am a friend. who may
not know everything about you. but totally accepts you
and love you. even if I honestly don’t believe you are
a friend to me.. well… don’t be mad okay? anyway,
the true essence of friendship is talking after hurting
each other. because by rising above the pain, you
recognize the need for each other. smply because
you are friends. and i just want to |(over) emphasize, I
am a friend.
: who the hell do you think you are???? wallowing in
your pain,,, in your mistakes…. in runied friendships
and broken trusts????
believe me, wala kang monopolyo sa sakit ng loob…..
everybody is hurting.. do you honestly believe the
student in your class who’s such a funny guy is
actually happy??? everybody hurts. but then again…
it was your blog and your space so I respect that.
it just saddens me that you feel so alone. Imagine
that! in the past year I’ve felt so alone too… amidst all
the yosi friends and tagay friends and the real friends
who are actually there for me… \I still feel alone.
Maybe because in the end… we are actually meant to
be alone.. so the sooner we realize that, the sooner
we become happy with our gimik friends and all
that…. what’s funny… in thepast two days, I’vce
realized that God gives us the worst possible pain.
Just because. just because.
anyway… have a class in thirty minutes. gotta go. but
be sure to expect more messages from me okei.
really miss you. should sleep over one of these days
(stretch: maybe in ten years time) so that we can mke
chika.
really miss you.
if you delete me as a friend… then i know i hurt you.
and im sorry.